the fox & rabbit.



wikipedia says love is both a verb and a noun. love is not a single feeling but an emotion built from two ore more feelings (& our thoughts about our feelings). this diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states."

and so all the times we were in love were:
when you made those french fries from scratch, when i biked and you walked, when we pulled the mattress into the kitchen and didn't leave for three days, when we ran across the park and it felt like flying, when you didn't leave when i didn't leave when we both decided to stay, when you introduced me to your mom, when i didn't mind sharing a toothbrush, when you woke me up in the middle of the night to tell me a story, when our friends threw us that party, when you rubbed off all the rust on my fenders as a surprise, when we both wore the same colour shirt by mistake, when we drove over the cambie bridge and said we felt invincible, when i sat on the kitchen counter and you kissed my wrists, when we went to that silent auction and both tried to bid on the same item, when we stood in that crowd and it felt like there was no one else, when you bought me that pencil case because you remembered i liked it, when you flew all day and night just to see me for a week, when i tripped and fell on that ledge and you just happened to walk by and catch me, when i stayed up all night writing that story because it was your birthday, when we did mushrooms and walked up and down the empty streets, when we laughed and laughed and laughed and lost our voices in the morning, when we fought all night and felt like the world was ending, when we sat in the back of the airplane and ignored everyone else, when we drunkenly bought that durian and made a mess, when we found that kitten and brought her home, when we sang karaoke by ourselves until the bar shut down, when we got in that fight and you punched the door and it hurt so much we both couldn't stop laughing, when everything blended together all into one. x

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